I slowly become aware of the piece that's currently playing: When I was very little, my mother would play classical music, the "programme" type, because she knew I loved stories; although I would add my own stories to the music, if none were available.
A favourite was Saint-Saëns' The Carnival of Animals (1886), for obvious reasons. My mum would read out the comic verses that accompany each animal, composed by Ogden Nash in the late 1940s:
The swan can swim while sitting down/ For pure conceit he takes the crown.
He looks in the mirror, over and over/ And claims to have never heard of Pavlova.
Being four, my reaction was immediate and indignant: "Mummy! Stop laughing! The swan is sad!"
Now, I'm the one who's sad.
The music plays on. She's everywhere and inextricably within. Someday, this will be a comfort.
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